I came to a realization that late that both suprised me, and scared me a little bit. It's nothing bad, and Daddy told me he wanted to talk to me more about it. Idk if he still wants to talk more since we talked a little bit this morning about the subject. But it puts us both in a very good place as far as our relationship, but it also tends to make me a little more protective and jealous. I'm working on being a better person where a certain area is concerned. It's not so much my actions so much as my attitude that i am working on.

 

I also asked Daddy last night while i was making confessions that It makes me sad that he stopped reading my blogs, he told me he didn't even know i was still writing. He told me he would read them but idk is he has gotten a chance. I expect a lot of him sometimes lol. And generally all at once lol. He is good about it though.

 

Anyways, now i'm just waiting around to go to practice. It's very very hot out here today. Not a fan of it being hot, i much prefer for it to be cold, but i'm just hoping it isn't a sign of a hot summer. It felt realy good to get all my thoughts out to Daddy. We have been having a rough time getting time to talk to each other, but hopefully this weekend will change that.